life: inch by {incredible} inch

today, emory wrapped up her kindergarten year—and for someone who really doesn’t care whether she attends a public school, i have unraveled into a quiet, contemplative bundle. it all began with a dvd presentation, yesterday, in her classroom. parents lined up in kid~sized seats to watch their children’s first year, from the schoolroom perspective, in the company of clever and emotionally-fit music. clips of the kids standing alongside a ruler at the beginning of the year, followed by clips of the same near the end of year began rolling out definitive evidence of growth—in inches;). i, immediately and mindfully, tuned into my dad’s voice saying, “time goes by quickly.” there it was—flashing proof, over and over, right in front of my face that change indeed happens…quickly. while i (thankfully) refrained from any audible sobbing (oh, the horror!:)), a few tears did find a soft path down my cheeks…which emory turned around to catch, and to cross~examine me about later.

even while we understand the dynamic nature of this world and our temporary time here to learn, staying still—a bit static at times—can gift clarity and comfort. i have no true desire for things to remain unchanged at length, yet i savor noticing the swift~moving moments that force me to slow down, to study what is around me and to really express gratitude and feel appreciative.

i feel so thankful that emory enjoyed her first year of school…and i feel so thankful that i have the opportunity to travel through this life alongside her and witness her transform and grow—inch by {incredible} inch.